12.29.99
There is so much to write about and I am not even sure where to start. I guess it feels like so, because so much is different-all my surroundings, people, cultures, etc.,
Or…I can write about the present.
I am feeling a bit depressed. And believe it or not, I seldom ever feel depressed. The other day, I was very frustrated about everything-a wee bit more on the angry side. But today, I feel more depressed. I guess this makes sense, because people say that depression is really suppressed anger. <Oh well>
I flew back from Houston at the end of Christmas weekend. Elizabeth and Beejing stayed behind and traveled to New Orleans to be with her family until I return down there this coming weekend. Everything went rather well and I was left with a favorable impression of Houston itself, but it was back to work for me, in New York City. So, on the plane I went.
Since I have been back, things just have not been going as smoothly as usual. First of all, I should admit that anything would be very intensified due to Elizabeth and Beejing's absence. As sad as it may sound, I just plainly do not know what to do without my playmates. I am not sure if this is psychosomatic, but I even have been feeling ill, withdrawn, and appetite-less these past couple of days. I had a packet of Ramen Noodles for dinner.
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